Wow, who knew when you stayed in all weekend all this time would come up for writing? Plus my apt looks slightly cleaner and at least one of the cats have been brushed. I wish I had nothing to do every day, it’s delightful.
I want to make something clear about my last blog. It was my not my intention in any way, shape, or form to discuss whether people think I am attractive or not. I’m embarrassed by that and almost didn’t tell that story because I don’t want it to be misconstrued. But I am very fascinated by what motivates people to behave the way they do, especially in social situations. And lately I am especially fascinated by the fact that we may be more motivated by who we were as teenagers than we even realize.
I’ve gotten a few emails asking me about the shift in 2012 that I mentioned a while back. I don’t believe that my blogs are probably the best place to get into some things too deeply, especially as I am not as well-informed as I could be and depend on my mother to send me information and direction.
I will tell you that there are a lot of exciting things happening and that anyone interested can find all sorts of information on the web. It hardly takes much searching at all. But it’s deep stuff and in my opinion better found on one’s own, although I’m happy to direct people to websites I know about via private email if they are really curious.
As many of you know from reading my blogs, I’ve been through all kinds of emotional shit over the last couple of months. Many of my friends are experiencing heavy upheaval as well, much of it very painful. I have been told this has to do with clearing old energies that we no longer need. It’s sort of like cleaning a roasting pan, everything gets really icky before it actually gets clean.
So if you are feeling crazy or lost have faith that this may be what you are experiencing and that you will come out on the other side better prepared for a life at a different level of consciousness. It’s important to connect with your higher self as much as possible right now. I am lazy as hell about this but have been forcing myself to meditate more often and it most certainly has helped. In my case I also cycle way too much in my brain so if you are doing that meditation will help that as well.
All right. Gonna go fight with a brush and another cat now. Hopefully there’s something good on TCM.